"the nicest and the sweetest days are not those on which anything very splendid or wonderful or exciting happens, but just those that bring simple pleasure, following one another softly, like pearls slipping off a string."
Lucy Maud Montgomery

Wednesday, November 15, 2017

Matthews' song...

...today we celebrate and today we mourn.

we celebrate the life of our beautiful first born son...all the firsts...laughter, babbling, hiccups, crying, living.

we mourn the loss of our beautiful first born son...the wrenching, soul-sucking, breath stealing end of our child's life.

Oh my sweet one, what could have been?
                              what should have been?
                              
the dreams, the plans, the skies the limit and you were so abruptly denied that chance.  I will never understand, I will never accept, I will never stop missing you. I will never stop loving you, I will never stop wondering how? why?   I will always  be broken.

Good night my lovely child...good night my beautiful boy...my beautiful beautiful beautiful beautiful  boy.  (I would upload the song but blogger hates me today).

*tears*
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